Frustrations...

I find myself getting frustrated because of my unrealistic expectation to lose weight quickly.  I know it took a while for me to get to this size, but now that I am ready to get healthy I want the weight to fall off daily.  Unrealistic, I know.  I am just trying to remain patient.  I just can't allow myself to stay at this weight or gain more.  I say this all the time, but I am beyond ready to be healthy.  Honestly, I am truly tired of being overweight.  It is just too exhausting to walk around with all this extra weight.  I will have to find a way to not obsess to the point of expecting fast results, but also obsess enough to stay on track. I will find my balance and I will be successful.  At this point, I have no other choice.